I’m scared. I need support
I was in the hospital a few days ago and stayed for 2 days because recently, every time I drive or go out, I nearly pass out and then have tachycardia. Every time I stand up, I feel like I can’t breathe. I’m not eating enough, I’m underweight. I already have a heart condition that has been practically irrelevant, Wolff-Parkinson-White Syndrome. I’m scared and trying not to anticipate the next time this will happen. I’m scared to go out because every time I try, it happens. I don’t want to be alone, even showering sucks at this point. Even if I am on the phone with someone I feel a bit more safe and calm. I’ve experienced my fair share of anxiety and panic attacks! But this is nothing like that... someone tell me what to do because I feel like nobody can help me at this point and it’s making all of my other mental and physical conditions worse as well. I feel abandoned and just left to die, if I’m being completely honest. I feel like my body is shutting down and I’m literally only 20. (Consider the fact that I have fibromyalgia and a few other undiagnosed conditions that I’ve seen countless specialists for)